Feel the same. Too much going on in my life keeping me stressed besides having to deal with myself. There's the dealing with myself trying to deal with all this other stuff that's hard to deal with, too!! Just wish it'd all go away. I saw an ad for a place called Recovery Ranch where you can go get therapy and ride horses. A month of that without having anything else to worry about sounds grand!! I don't drink any alcohol, either. Have had a sip of wine and thought it tasted like medicine!! I suppose I'm addicted to hot tea - it seems to soothe me. Nothing wrong with a late night bike ride!! I love riding bikes but don't have one, and everyone gawks at you out here in the country. I'm too shy for that.