Welcome, Robyn.

I hope things will be much better now that you have found PC. Good luck with your job hunt. There are still plenty of customer service positions out there.
I will share with you about my perfect dog, Dash, who died over 3 years ago. He still appears frequently to me in dreams. Like you, I've tried other dogs since, always with problems. Then, I have to recover from another failed attempt. Each time, the new dog got another home, but I think for some of us there is just one perfect dog. The problem is, they don't live long enough.
Have you introduced yourself at "New Member Introductions?"