I feel angry, sad & confused. Recently it's been really hard to try to communicate with my family about what I've been through. Anytime I try to get them to understand; they clearly won't understand anytime. My emotions are on fire cause I feel broken inside and I feel like an alien inside my own house. Ever since I've been abused by my ex boyfriend, it's turned my life completely upside down. It's pushing me farther away, it's like they completely want me to move on and forget about it but I can't cause it's only happened last year and I'm not over it now.

Trying to keep my emotions in control but with my family acting this way towards me it's making my situation a lot worse. My mother expects me to shove it all under the rug but I clearly can't do that, it's impossible for me to do that at this point. Last night I cried and she believes I need to be hospitalized simply cause I've been angry and crying a lot of the time, I'm not suicidal: all I want her is to understand but she won't. Trust me I've tried over and over again to get her to understand but she simply won't. Right now I feel hopeless due to this.