Okay, one last comment...what makes people want to do things like break into blogs and such?.

I try to live my life being considerate and helpful to others--how I drive, how I dress, what I say, what I post, in general all my actions.

I think I get taken advantage of because of this--sometimes I know I appear as "weak." Times like this I feel like I live in a pit of vipers. From the gossip and back stabbing at work to the driver who cuts me off and then flips me off for doing something like allowing a pedestrian to cross the street.

I keep telling myself to have compassion for the "jerks" in the world. And I know I'll feel guilty for calling them jerks. Really they have problems that make them act that way and I should show them compassion...but, really, sometimes, I just want to tell them exactly where to go.

Maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed today because I am angrier and more compulsive than usual.