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Originally Posted by Hellion
But somewhat recently I will have more sudden thoughts like I am walking across a train track or street and think 'what if i just stand here and see if one hits me' might even stop a second before I sort of then think 'what the hell am I doing'...
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Had that before without ever having actual suicidal plans. Like some strange force was controlling me and I just thought what the xxxk ....