Hi all,

I am a college student and at the end of the year last year I found a girl I really dig, and she dug me too. We were comfortable around each other. But now we have gone our separate ways for the summer. I think about her all the time and I am terrified that I will lose that comfort level around her when school starts again, and will be a jumble of nerves. I have "put her on a pedestal", as the saying goes. I have spent so much time thinking about how much I like her, I feel I have set my expectations too high. I won't be able to "be myself" around her anymore because I have deified her in my mind.
I am posting because I am looking for advice on how to handle my own thoughts, as well as how to handle being a nervous wreck when I see her next month. Thanks