It is always so tough to sort this stuff out. I am so hypersexual right now it isn't funny. I am afraid I am going to scare my husband with the kink in my head! And what is horrible!!!!!!.....is that I am pregnant and because of an issue have not been allowed to engage sexually (climax included) for months. So I feel like I am not out of line here to be a little um ya know. But just today I started wondering if some line wasn't being crossed. I can barely think of anything but sex! I can't keep myself away from stuff on the internet that I would never ordinarily be moved to look at it. I can't fall asleep because I keep thinking about it. I hate it. And now I am wondering if there is some mania at work here.

I have learned through my illness that while some situations may be normally stressing and depressing that for me if not checked it can become a chemical Bipolar issue/depression. Perhaps this is true for my mania too. While yes it seems very normal for a person who isn't being sexually satisfied to be sexually frustrated maybe my exciting little brain can take that and throw some kerosene on it and make me into a hypersexual nympho nutso!

And now i feel i little revved up in my chest. I'm just like oh **** I hope I'm not manic. Like hypo whatevs you know what I mean.

Anybody related to any of that?

Just thought I'd add that it was this morning when I put on short cut offs and doubled up on the black eye liner that I was like "hmm, well I'll be darned this feels familiar".

Thought