Hi there!

I struggle with bulimia and I want it to be over too. I was in recovery for a bit so I can tell you that it does get better but then I relapsed and I don't wanna go to residential treatment cuz I don't wanna have to deal with the stress of what to tell my job...

Here's something to think about:
Would you ever starve a little kid? Or make a child throw up? Or tell a baby all the nasty comments that your eating disorder tells you?
Well you were once that child, you're just a little bit older.
So get a baby picture of yourself and hang it in your room so you can remember that the next time you have negative thoughts or wanna purge.

You can also start a positive chain. I have one.
Every time you control yourself from binging or purging or using laxatives or whatever symptoms you use or when you feel good about your recovery etc take a strip of colorful construction paper and make a loop and eventually you will form a chain!

I know you want overnight releif but recovery is a process. Sorry to disappoint you. Babysteps. You can do this!

Hope that helps!
Let me know...
Hope that helps