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Old Jul 20, 2014, 06:25 PM
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Thank You glok...You know for several years I volunteered and worked at a skilled nursing facility....I've gone through life feeling so.alone ...I was 10 when my Mom passed.n 14.when mg dad threw me out....girls always left me ,friends always left me for girls....now tho I still.fight loneliness...yet seeing couples n families when.I go out ....ok I get jealous...n it turns into depression...at skilled nursing facility I went in 10 hours a day to volunteer...I got along with.the residents n spent a lot.of time with.them....somehow we understood each other...when.other workers went home to family n friends n significant others I always came home alone....I bonded with so many of them that last.year when I painted the memorial stoned.for my friends there who.passed.the year.before.I felt so empty.and alone ....to.the point where once again I overdosed and ended up in ICU....before that was October 2nd 2002....had the same feeling....I know I'm rambling but a friend on PC told me about what You posted...and even tho I'm still kinda Young I feel.exactly the way the words express.it...THANK YOU.FOR SHARING AND MY.HEART.GOES OUT TO.ALL LONELY PEOPLE WHETHER ON PC OR.OFF....It's painful I know ....so I fight it ...somedays easier than others....tho a lot better than last year....Thanks
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Thanks for this!
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