For me it's not just crying anymore and it's not time-to-time. I rarely feel any emotions anymore. I don't know if it's meds, BP itself or just the years of being emotionally beaten and battered from inside and out.
I know what the appropriate emotion should be but I now tend to look at situations like a scientist looking at a bug. No real sadness or joy or anything other than the blasted anger (or whatever that issue is - I don't even really see my BP irritability as an emotiin per se).
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I'm way too brilliant for my limited mind to keep up with!
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