Quote:
Originally Posted by tigersassy
Yup think I'm crossing the line between in control and out of control which isn't good. I've got work in am and don't want to have to call in or get fired. I'm all over the place. I'm supposed to be sleeping, but I'm wide awake. Maybe I should just forget about sleep and do everything on my list I want to do.
|
Oh my god, I could have written this exactly, I just peaked out on a manic episode this weekend, I slept 2 hours last night....I am hoping to sleep tonight, but it doesn't look too good. My emotions are on OVERDRIVE.
I realy need to sleep, I fear going even depper into mania, or worse,crashing into a dark depression, and not going to work, etc.
i admit, my mania is getting 'unsafe' after this weekend. I had one of the greatest nights of my entire life, seriously, it was peak euphoria!!!! The ultimate mania heaven
But now I am either crashing, or going into a mixed state....lovely.
__________________
Bipolar 1 ~ 300mg Lamictal, 4mg Ativan