My body was feeling a little tired this afternoon but my mind is still racing. My focus on my faith and activities surrounding it are getting a little obsessive which is sometimes just a symptom of hypomania for me but sometimes is a sign that I am headed to a delusional place that is scary for everyone around me. For now, I am just going to enjoy this amazing feeling and this amazing passion and just pray that is all it is.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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