Thank you Skitz13 and InnerZone. @Innerzone , I was diagnosed with Bipolar Type 2 just over a year ago but my diagnosis isn't exactly certain because of my age and the fact that the docs haven't witnessed all of my symptoms. I have had full blown manic episodes and psychotic episodes before. It is all a mess. I also have a personality disorder so I'm all over the place. Thank you for your advice though and Skitz13 , I will talk to my psychiatrist and in the meantime try not to worry and will radically accept everything as is.