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Originally Posted by LadyCat
I will get therapy but he said he doesnt love me. At times when we don't completely fight everything goes perfectly fine and we're both happy as if we just started dating. But for this past month we've done nothing but fight and i refuse to let him go because i've known him for 6 yrs and hes my first bf. he was never like this 2 years ago. Hes mean he mocks me and ignores me when im raging but i want his attention. He is an amazing guy, he used to care a lot for me, tried to help in many ways, gave me a lot of chances, stood by my side..I don't want to go i can't imagine him being with another girl and enjoying life and there is none in the world like him .-. while im here cutting myself crying and do other crazy stuff ;-;
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I told you dear...when he stood by your side he didn't really understand what was going on. WHen the **** hit the fsn, his demeanor changed. "Ahhhh....so she's sick. What to do? Hmmm....."
In this case I think that he thought it would best to do is to take advantage of it. As those people do with all of us. My third gitlfriend and nearly fiancée, would use me like a rag doll, when she found out I had ''something wrong''...she ruined my life and left me pining and suffering for six years until I could finally let her go. And I still didn't let her go completely.
You have a kind, caring and sensitive heart and he's not good for you. Don't insist in that. I will help you..allblock_box_v1{border-style:solid;border-width:1px;border-color:#ff5500;}
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