Mixed emotions about my meds at the moment. I feel like I keep getting used to the dosages and then they stop working. It would help if I could see my therapist, but unless I randomly get normal insurance again there's no chance. I haven't had a hypomanic episode in some time but I just keep drifting between neutral and depressed. I wish I could know if I'm actually okay or not. I wish there was some sort of meter I could stuck underneath my tongue that could give me an accurate reading and I would be able to go from there. Can't get the memories of my old high school days out of my head for some reason. I have to find some way to keep my head above the waters.