I think most people have worth because I can see redeeming qualities in most people, value they provide society due to certain talents they have. As for people who do terrible things, I guess there's still part of me that feels like it's not my place to judge that from my religious days.

The fact that I see tangible worth in most people is a large part of why I see no worth in myself. Everyone else has something they're good at and is able to contribute to society. I'm not good at anything that truly matters in life. For a long time I thought I did because I am good at school, and while you're in school, everyone tells you how smart you are and how you're going to go far in life if you're making good grades. Once I graduated, I realized all of that knowledge and book smarts counts for nothing in reality since I'm not good at applying it to real life scenarios, and I truly have nothing that matters to offer the world.