Oh my god, I could have written this exactly, I just peaked out on a manic episode this weekend, I slept 2 hours last night....I am hoping to sleep tonight, but it doesn't look too good. My emotions are on OVERDRIVE.
I realy need to sleep, I fear going even depper into mania, or worse,crashing into a dark depression, and not going to work, etc.

i admit, my mania is getting 'unsafe' after this weekend. I had one of the greatest nights of my entire life, seriously, it was peak euphoria!!!! The ultimate mania heaven

But now I am either crashing, or going into a mixed state....lovely.