Have you always been single?

I've always been single so.

Sometimes it really gets to me. Well a lot of the time. Especially when other people talk about their relationships and stuff. It hurts a little. Guess I could call it jealousy. Not sure if I should get into relationships because of jealousy.

Not like I have the choice. I don't choose to be alone. I just am. I don't go out enough and I honestly don't try because I fear socializing.I fear being honest about my feelings because it opens me up to getting hurt. I don't want people to think poorly of me. I don't want to be rejected. Also because I am shallow I think. Not willing to go the distance for others. A box of things that prevent me from seeking or accepting love.

Also I like to talk about myself.

Some good suggestions in here. What exactly do you think is the main culprit for your loneliness?