I am ok. It turns out, I am not crashing, and I am not in a mixed state. I am just manic, and the lamictal is helping me from flying off the rails.
I THOUGHT I was crashing, because I am having some extreme drama in my romantic life, and it has been really up and down, and all over the place for me in that area.

I'm ok now. I talked to my best friend about it for over an hour. And I talked to my bipolar buddy/therapist (you know who you are) for a longtime too. I got it all sorted out.

THERAPY IS AWESOME.