Being OCD on top of Bipolar, I find it extremely difficult to "delete" stories I hear of suffering, esp children suffering. I cry for children and people I do not even know, somewhat often. I doubt God all the time, but then I remember humans have free will. I also remember, which I think is crap (for lack of better words) but is true, is that without suffering, there would be no compassion, and without compassion we would be drones walking this Earth, and maybe it would be worse. Who knows? But I always hold in my heart, when I think my days are bad with my issues, I always remember, there are so many worse off, and I become humble of my own issues.