Tomorrow I am back to university and the anxiety is getting the better of me!!

It is not the work, I passed all 4 papers from the first half of this year with good(well, others say great!) grades. It's the people.....people make me anxious as all heck! Some of the people had me feeling so stressed last semester, as you may remember.

I am so anxious.......and it shows up as feeling like I am about to burst out crying any second, like something bad is about to happen........and now by not wanting to sleep.

People...they stress me out! I feel judged, I worry about their intentions, what they think of me, how they are going to treat me. I am sick of this! People's words evoke such strong reactions in me...... ugh! Just....how long will it take for me to feel more relaxed, less affected by other people.

I know it is because of historic stuff........it can't be just me that are affected so much by people? I hate that I just feel like running in the opposite direction always! Sigh