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Originally Posted by Skitz13
Well...mania? I've been both manic and hypo. Hypo's great. Life's great, I'm great. Boundless energy. I can't tell you how many times I've re-arranged my closets. I find it hard to sleep and eat and I can get confused and paranoid and I can become extremely irritable, spend money I don't have, and mild hypersexual, racing thoughts and wild ideas.
I've had one episode of full blown mania and it wasn't pleasant, well after I came down anyway. During the episode I don't sleep or eat or take my meds. I drink, smoke lots of weed (party girl) engage in very risky behavior, I also avoid anyone who will try and talk me down. I don't want it to end. Once I spent $75000.00 of my retirement money. I get very grandiose as well and I have tons of energy. My thoughts race and I get these great ideas.
It seems that the only difference between the two for me is my spending and extreme hypersexuality.
Hope that helps
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I cant totally relate. I love it all until the fall out as well. I have only been in the dumps as of late and would love an episode at this point just to feel something good. I can't remember when things were good last.