Yeah, i guess i'm not really looking for someone to balance me out. More someone to have adventures with and discuss philosophy and amazing things, and i just think people with bipolar are naturally better at those things. Maybe i'm just thinking of an ideal and it really wouldn't be that way, if we were cycling differently, or both really unwell at the same time. But if we were both stable(ish) like i usually am, i think it could be pretty great. But maybe i don't need someone bipolar to do that. I just think that if you have experienced depression, you can understand existential
philosophy (which i love), and if you have experienced hypomania you can understand adventure and the beauty of chaos. But i do have a couple of bipolar friends, and all of you, so maybe it's ok just to stick with that and enjoy someone who is just uncomplicated.