Thanks for the responses... Extreme spending .. Check ..... Racing thoughts ...check .... Need little sleep and still feel energetic ...check ....heightened sex drive ...check. Grandiose thoughts.. Check. And the list can go on and on... I definatly have been down the manic road I know that now for sure .... But has your manic side became so extreme that psychosis kicked in?? .. Not sure if it was from the illness or the abundance of marijuana or alcohol I was using in those times ... Confused.. Or maybe was it from a combination of things including extreme stress and axiety in my life at those times??....
Maybe I will never know the true answers... Not really as important to me anymore as it used to be. I know what I have .... But just trying to get others experiences with the psychosis and mania thing... Helps me continue to learn that I am not alone and that there are others like me.... I hope people continue to share to help further mine and others like me education on these topics..