I just dont want to sit there and cry. I dont want the last time to be like that.
I'm thinking if I'm in a different environment, I might not be so emotional.
I dont know. I might publically embarrass myself. I dont know where we could go that is private that would be ethical. Maybe I'm overthinking this and just let things be as they may. His office would be a place where I would feel safe...it's just going to be so sad and I really dont want it to be like that for him. I dont want to fall apart, but I think it's predictable.