Please?

I know I'm at least hypo right now. There is no doubt in my mind. I've spent too much money, I'm not sleeping as well as I'd like, I am talking to much, etc. Not an issue for me.

What is an issue, I think, is that I'm toying with the idea of not taking my meds so that I can keep riding this high. Maybe I'm more manic than I realize, I don't know. I just need someone to tell me I'm crazy, I suppose.