I have played my own pdoc a lot in the past eighteen months, and it has led me nowhere good. I got one good two week hypo out of it...great time, no dumb decisions except maybe too much money spent...but then I fell into the darkest most disturbing psychotic depression/mixed episode I've ever been in. When I started meds again they didn't work.

So I would advise against stopping meds to ride the high, as tempting as it is. They may not work te right way if you start again. And you may not get a mild, benign hypo. It could go bad faster than you're used to because you're withdrawing from medication on too of the natural cycle. But I'm sure you know all this.

I totally get where you're coming from and if I felt the beginnings of a high right now I would absolutely be considering the same thing and would hope someone here would tell me the same. And hope I would listen lol. That's the key.