Your not alone! I just recently learned that uncontrollable anger is a symptom. I too thought mania was only a high, and that my bouts of rage were something else going on. I haven't had a high for months, but the anger.......oh, the ugly anger. It actually chokes me when I try to speak garbling my words. My eyesight blurs, it feels like electric is running through my veins instead of blood. Most miserable thing I experience. For me and all living things in my house. Paxil is the only thing that helps, when on it, I have happy mania. My old pdoc wanted me off it, but it keeps me "happy" crazy vs. " mean" crazy. I guess he got his way, I don't have any, which is why it's happening. I feel I could possibly hurt someone when it's at its worst so I touch nothing living and lock myself in a room. Hopefully I will get my paxil back next month and quiet the beast.