Hang in ther I used always question everything. Still do sometimes. My therapist says that in this context it is a good thing. It means that you are aware of your behavior. We are such complex beings. I have a friend who had many years of therapy and she cannot cry and when we talk that I cry a lot she said she wishes she could. I sometimes feel as you describe the best way I can understand it. Hang in there. It'x ok.