So I called t Thursday afternoon and told her to call me back as soon as she could. I havent seen her in 2 weeks and I dont make a habit of calling, if I do I never ask her to call me back.

The reason for this call was that my h mother passed at home on Wednesday, and I was unsure about a couple of things, it was just h and I when this happened, and h was emotional. I was with her during her 4 last breaths which were traumatizing to me.

There could be many reasons why t has not called, but the way im feeling , all I could do is think negative. My brother in law from nyc is staying with us, I cant really sleap, I sneak up on them when they are sleeping and check thier chest, for breathing movements.

Still no call from t, dont even feel like facing her on Wednesday.