I had a bad hypomanic episode of this this morning and it scared me. I had a tailgater on the way to pick up groceries and in a massive bout of road rage (which I don't usually have) I braked hard in front of him causing to almost hit me. Then I came home and yelled at my husband. This is the usual hypomania for me. I rarely get the happy mania. I don't want any of it but happy would definitely be better.