except for slimfast bars, and those just don't quite cut it. The mortgage company called and said they just realized that they can't give us the type of loan they were talking about, because the house is manufactured. (insert apprpriate words here) So either we double the downpayment (which isn't a possibility) or the house payment goes up at least $150. New house payment = approximately twice what the payments were on the old house, and we weren't quite making it as it was. Yeah, I already planned on getting a job, but now I'm picturing myself stuck in some dead-end job and having to keep working as the dream of finishing a useful degree just fades into the background.

Besides, now the old house is sold and this looks like delays, and we don't have a place to go, and there is nothing left for me to do here, besides packing, which is making me overwhelmed and lost. Pulled an all-nighter last night - looks like again tonight - hope I'm getting something done besides wandering around aimlessly.

Working on new SI method that really doesn't hurt, but leaves rather interesting marks. I'm generally feeling pretty destructive right now. Flies keep landing on me. Cool - smack! missed the fly - oh well

<font color=orange>"If a light beckons to you, follow it. If it leads you into the quagmire, you'll probably find your way out of it again; but if you don't follow it, you'll be plagued for the rest of your life by the thought that perhaps it was your star." Friedrich Hebbet</font color=orange>