Anniversary tomorrow, April 15th.......

"I Will Always Love You"

If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of
the way

And I...
Will always
Love you,
Will always
Love you
You
My darling you

Bittersweet
Memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you
You need

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
You, ooh


I hope
life treats you kind
And I hope
you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy
and happiness
But above all this
I wish you love

And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
[Repeat]

he sent me the Dolly Parton album before he died.

i still think of "what would Buel do in this situation?".......i always believed that we would grow old together and sit on a front porch in rocking chairs, watching the cattle graze and the calves play......in my heart, i believe that he is the only person who ever loved me unconditionally. i didn't have to "be" any certain way for him. it was because it was "me"......i can still hear his laugh......