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it takes so much courage to write down all of your feelings like you do . keep doing so especially if its helps YOU. I wish i could be as expressive as you are. i think its a good quality. keep writing on here . i for one. will always read and send hugs on your good days and even bigger hugs on your bad days. you are a strong woman you may just have to find her inside of you.