Well managed to get through the night but the drug hangover doesn't feel so good. The main thing is that I got through.

I was panicking last night because my depressions are really bad. Suicide attempts and all. This morning I can rationalize a little better.

Again thank you TheaterKid for that link, it made a big difference. There's nothing worse than going through these episodes alone with no one to talk to.

I see my pdoc today so I'm sure there are med changes coming my way. Thank you again to everyone.