LOL That was a teriffic post and it sounds like a great session. I hope you are not too hurt (physically)! I have found in therapy that when I have somethnig difficult to discuss,(like your SI) I also tend to blurt it out toward the end of the session. Or even on a phone call in between. Then i don't bring it up again because i'm stil afraid to, and I assume that my T knows so i don't have to mention it again because I mentioned it once. I have figured out that this is not necessarily the case and that I need to bring things up again if I need to talk about them. It's so hard....You were very gutsy and it sounds like you are making great progress.