Hey Pink, I just saw your awesome session post!

As for how I'm doing? It's been up and down as usual.

I just remember how happy I was a few sessions ago when he said come 2x per week and now I'm contemplating every other week. It just hurts too much waiting for him to show signs of caring again. It took a long time for us to just get to that point where I was starting to feel closer to him and safer.

So, if I move the sessions myself maybe I'll feel more in control of my emotions? I just feel lonely like the one person who knew me and accepted me is pushing me away...he doesn't want to foster an 'unhealthy dependence' whatever that means. I can't help but feel like he's caving to insurance pressure but who knows.

It is going well with my husband. I'm happy about that.