MotownJohnny, I was thinking as I read about your various doctor appointments about special classes and even gyms for those with disabilities or health problems and that got me thinking in the line of my community college and its various physical education classes it offers formally and to the community. Have you thought of maybe studying to be a trainer or phys ed teacher or something like that? You would be taking all those types of classes you seem to enjoy, have both instructors and personal goals and, in the end, would have a benchmark (degree/classification) to be working toward. It might be fun to "compete" against yourself in that way?