I think the ED's are all different,,,, mine happens to be sugar - once I passed over the bulimea... with bulimea, I threw up smetimes 20 times a day (even in my sleep).... I personally replace sugar with all other foods and binge on huge amounts of it because it makes me feel numb. But that is me... my particuliar ED.

My T feels I have a death wish.. it is a slow way to commit sucide.... I am only speaking for me and what I do...
I feel the weight of depression... fully on my shoulders this week...I've had a successful career, raised a child, all my family has passed. (my son doesn't want anything to do with me) between the severe severe anxiety... that keeps me homebound what else is there? can't breathe, walk...
what do I have to offer?