Placing myself in the doctors shoes, and knowing how common it is for BPs to go off their meds, which did happen more than once, then if can understand the label of noncompliance. I think you need to sell the pdoc on the idea that you will be compliant in the future of taking your meds. You have an up hill battle on this one because you have your history of noncompliance to deal with this doctor. But I understand that you want to change this. Perhaps it will be easier with a new pdoc? Still, you need a pattern of compliance. Otherwise, you can end up in the same boat you are in now. Personally, if I was the pdoc, and noncompliance became the issue, I would likely refer you to another pdoc. I would want to spend my time with those that I have a much better chance in helping.

FWIW