I have been diagnosed with BPD and I am also Bipolar 1. I have argued with my Dr. about the BPD dx and actually she isn't the Dr who dxd me with it. She says however she does see it within my symptoms and actions etc.

My question to ya'll is this: I used to have this friend and I was so close to this girl she was like a sister but since our friendship has essentially ended....I pretty much hate her. I cant bring myself to talk to her with kindness or forgive her or even DARE to want to be her friend ever again.

Is this part of being BPD? People get onto me and tell me I need to let it go etc but I just cant. I cant find one single good thing about this girl who was once like a sister.