This week, I feel that I could crawal in a hole and never come out,,,,, I deal with this by taking alot of sleeping stuff and sleeping...

My T on Friday, tells me this can all be overcome - about one patient that he has helped - she has now got a job, a new home, a ..... you get the picture...

Sooooo..
what does your therapist say to you when you show up - depressed out of your mind.... do you two just sit there and stare at each other or what???

Does talking to a therapist when you are depressed even help? I mean really... you say I wish I could... "disappear"..
he just nods...says he understands...

does any of this change anything??

just wanting to disappear off the face of the earth tonight... it just hurts soooooo much...

Sincerely,,, freewill