(((((((((Inny)))))))))))

The internal battle rages on and on doesn't it?

The devil on one shoulder, the angel on the other, each whispering into an ear, telling us what we want to hear. Because it's true...we want to hear how bad we are, how worthless we are, how stupid we are. It gives us the rationalization for feeling as low as we do. And yet, there is the angel...telling us what is truthful and what we need to hear about how good we really are. But then again, it's so much easier to accept the negative voices and demeaning thoughts of ourselves. We're all taught at a young age its not good to think highly of ourselves...we must be humble.

HOGWASH I SAY!!! Devil be gone and angel please stay!

I wish I had answers for you Inny dear....the only thing I can think of is that at some point you will get angry enough with your devil and not listen anymore, taking only instruction from your angel. At least that is what I hope and pray for you. Other than that, I have no intelligent words of wisdom, I'm sorry.

Many hugs!
J