Oh Echoes I am so happy for you. Your T sounds wonderful. I have to smile at the thought of sleeping on your t's couch. I told my T a few weeks ago that the week before i had been so tired that I wondered if anyone ever fell asleep in therapy. He said that if I felt that way I should just lay down and take a nap. I laughed and said that felt ridiculous. he asked why, and said I shouldn't feel like I have to show up and perform, that if he felt that way in HIS T's office he would just go to sleep! Today I told my sister this story and she said she actually did fall asleep once in her T's office. She felt so good and warm and taken care of there, similar to what you had mentioned you felt.

Reaching out is so hard. I shold have this weekend but couldn't bring myself to. Maybe next time I will.