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Originally Posted by Rina290
Skitz3, you wrote this post yesterday and now today is today. How have you fared. Are you felling better worse or indifferent? I know that nobody can take away the depression, but I will be here, looking out for your answer. Take care.
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Thank you for caring. That means a lot, since I'm feeling like the worst person on earth.
I slept for a 9 hours last night. So far I'm optimistic that things will get better. I've already woke to 2 really supportive pm's.
My close friend that I hurt during the absolute craziness last week will be coming by for coffee. They don't even know I have BP. So it's going to be a long coffee.
I'm thinking some of the depression is because of the feelings I have about last week. Because I've never experienced mania like that before, I'm feeling a lot of negativity and can't kick myself enough.
I'm really scared this is going to happen again and it just can't. Not thrilled about the meds but I'm desperate to do whatever I can.
So today, so far, this is where I'm at. Thank you so much for your reply.
