So I'm not happy and haven't been for a long time. So what. Why do I have to be happy anyway? I don't even care anymore. Happiness is overrated and it gets way too much credit. I am the way I am and don't believe I will ever be a "regular" or a "normal"person. I just can't seem to change myself in a positive way. Medication and therapy can't change all the things going on around me in my life. There are too many things I have no control over and being happy won't change any of those things.
Well I am sorry to bore everyone about nothing. That is if anyone actually reads this. Well Anyhow, I have not seen my therapist in like twos months and I really miss having my regular therapies.
Ok, I'm done.