Wow, thank you Myself98 And thanks for the suggestion Open Eyes. I'm thinking that maybe, IF I find the courage to tell them something, I could tell to my parents that I'd like to talk to a psychologist, but I'd rather not say why yet...what do you think? Does it sound to 'scary'? Maybe they could think that it's something very bad if I don't want to say them...It seemed me a good idea when I began writing, but I'm already doubting. And if they insist to know more? Usually they respect my privacy, but if they are really worried maybe they won't.
Sorry if I keep asking for new suggestions You have already been wonderful to give me all these answers