I too think that there are worse illnesses...and probably also OCD can be worse than mine...also for this sometimes I think that maybe it's not worth seeing a therapist. But maybe it would be however useful...probably the best thing would be to ask to a doctor if I could need a therapy, instead of thinking about it alone. Well, I'll try to find the courage to talk at least to my mum, or directly to a psychologist...I still have to decide.