Thanks Glok. I don't have the guts to show him.

Thanks Hazel, We talk openly about this all the time. I feel mad at him that he is trying to "understand" and claims he does. There is no way in hell he understands what I am feeling and it feels like a game now. I'll try an work it out alone as usual. Wait.....I just read what I wrote to you. That is exactly what I will say to him.