Just needed to vent. I'm currently in grad school (but on summer vacation) and this next year will be my last year (meaning I'm one year away from having a master's degree on top of the two bachelor's I already have). I don't mean to brag, just to set the stage. My internship site for next year needed extra help over the summer so I started early because I needed a summer job. As a student intern I'm supposed to be doing tasks that have educational value and will teach me something.... But instead I've been answering phones, scheduling meetings for other people, updating the calendar of the head of the office and doing data entry... The same kind of job I had as a junior in college. I'm super frustrated because I'm only 2 months in to an 11 month internship and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I keep having to take Ativan because I can feel crying spells coming on almost daily at work and if it's not crying it's rage. I'm super frustrated and on top of all that, my meds and mood are totally unstabilized, if they were stable I'd be able to regulate my emotions appropriately but right now I can't . My pdoc has been trying for months to find the right combo and everything works at first but then it's like my body becomes immune and the medications stop working. Working at all is difficult and now I have to put up with all this crap too. [emoji35]